Saturday, August 07, 2010
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Hi everyone! It's time for an update! Haha, I know my loyal fans are waiting for me! Hehe. I am quite lost of what to update actually. That's like so me. Haha! Always accumulating happenings and ended up being lost when i want to update. Haha. Alrights...I shall just update randomly yea?Okay! First thing : Baby and my first year anniversary :D. The initial plan was to go on a zoo trip on the 17th July. But it rained so heavily that Singapore actually flooded again! I woke up at 6 plus that day feeling all excited, but ended up disappointed. Decided to head to Baby's house first instead of the intial plan (meeting at amk), as the rain just spoiled everything. Reached Baby's house at 8plus and the both of us had no idea where to go. Thought of like tons of ideas but none seemed workable as outdoor activities on a rainy day is that impossible :( I kept telling Baby how disappointed I was that my long-awaited zoo trip couldn't be fulfilled, and Baby promised me that he will take me there one SUNNY day. Haha (Baby, make good your promise *winks*). Finally, after hours of slacking, we decided to head down to my grandmother's house for mahjong session (yeah, indoor activity :p). After that, we went to meet SIM friends for a buffet dinner at Sizzler. The food is nice though expensive, but I guess buffet is not that much for me. I over ate due to not wanting to waste the food. Haha. It was a nice day afterall :).On the 20th July, which was our exact anniversary date, I met Baby at his house after work, and then we headed to Tiong Bahru Plaza for a buffet dinner at Raja Inn (Our favourite buffet place, and the most worthwhile one for me cuz I can eat a lot there. Haha) Baby was surprised of the amount of food I ate that day and even laughed at me that the buffet at Sizzler expanded my appetite. I suggested going to the Arcade after dinner because I had the sudden urge to play the arcade games. Hehe. Asked Baby to catch a doll for me but none of the attempts succeeded. It was apparently the machine's fault because Baby had actually managed to catch it, but it dropped every single time. So sad. Haha. Then, we played the gun game and basketball. Baby is so suave when we played the gun game. Baby's shooting is so accurate! haha. And we took photos after that. Love Baby's classic photos and he's really getting better at NOT taking proper photos. Haha. It's a simple celebration but sweet to the bottom of my heart :) Baby, we have many more anniversaries to go oh :)Second thing : Return of the besties :D. My best friends had returned from Boston on the 23th July 2010! Haha. Feel so happy to see them again, and am glad that they had truthfully enjoyed the trip to the maximum. Had a few meet-ups with them, and it was great! Time with best friends is always so enjoyable. :). On the 5th August, I had a meet up with Infinitys to celebrate Boon Shuang and Sabrina's 21st birthday in advance! Time pass so fast..We celebrated their 17th, 18th, 19th, 20th...and now 21st birthday. Scary yea? It's always just a dinner celebration, and then home. Hais. But nevertheless, it's great to see all of them again. After all, how hard it is to hold the friendship of 8 persons together for so many years. :)
Third thing: Work :D. Work is pretty much the same, just that now I am no longer staying in the Infant Care. I am helping out in the Infant from 8 to 9 every morning, and then in the Toddler for the rest of the working hours. Working with toddlers is so much different from working with infants. It's so much more physically and mentally tiring and stressful. *stressed from the loud and clear cries every second*. Nevertheless, it's still enjoyable working with the toddlers, looking at their cute little faces. My boy, Kyle had just came out from the Infant care to join the Toddler class, and being the most familiar teacher to him, he would just cling on to me every second and cry loudly whenever I have to leave his sight. It's no doubt stressful to be handling his emotions and cries everyday, but I feel the pain when I look at his crying face. I can totally understand his fear and feel his helplessness, and it pains me so much whenever he stretch out his hands for me to carry him when he cries. Kyle, don't worry. Teacher Xinyi will be with you giving you the support and hugs you need till the day you learn to adapt to your class and to be independent. You will grow up to be strong, my boy :).Fourth thing: Baby's work :D Congratulations! :) Baby has gotten his first two certificates! So smart right? Haha. And he is on his way to get the third and final certificate, which entitles his right to sell Health Insurance. Having acquired the first two certs, it would mean that Baby can start to sell policies. So people, please approach him if you wish to get policy :). You may get his number from me. Thanks! I can greatly assure you that Prudential insurances are good; they are afterall the first in Asia for consecutive four years. :)Baby, here are some heartfelt words which I have always been wanting to tell you. From the day that you decided to join Prudential, I do really have a lot of worries. Each and every day in this one month, I have been thinking a lot and worrying about things like; will you be able to cope with the job? will the job suits you? etc. But after attending the talk with you, I really feel that I can better understand your job nature, your job scope and your job environment. And I like your company's idea of putting family as the priority while working hard, because I know how much family matters to you. Looking at you working hard and holding high hopes for your future, I feel so glad and happy for you, and finally, I can put my mind at ease because I am sure that you will be able to do a good job. I know that I may not be of much help in your career, but I know that I will be the most supportive person to you. I am just a hug away from you if you feel tired. Prudential as proven in all the award ceremonies is the best in the insurance industry, I really do hope that they can give you the best. the best future, the best prospects. I want the best for you. :). I trust you, and I love you. All I want to say lastly is, Jia you! Lastly, at the end of this post, i just want to release abit of my emotions here. My heart has been rather heavy these few days. I do not know whether it is because I am not feeling well, or because of PMS. I feel rather tired, and I feel the heart getting heavier. Sometimes, I feel it's tough being myself. I came across notes that I received from friends during secondary years when I was randomly packing my stuffs a few days ago. One of the notes wrote 'You are one of the most kind, innocent and optimistic person I have known. Please keep these qualities with you forever because they are not easy to be found in human's hearts'. and most of the notes wrote "You are so sweet and kind". At that moment, I really thought to myself "Innocent? Kind? Sweet? Will I really be able to keep them with me forever?" On the growing up process, especially in the working society, it just somehow seem that innocence and kindness are not able to deal with the cruelty of this world. But, I really just wish to be myself.
I confessed my love for BABY at
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