Hello people! woah. It has already been more than half a year since i last updated my blog. I didn't realize that it had been this long. Lol. I was truly being too busy with my life these few months. Sorry to keep you people waiting! But maybe some of you had stopped visiting here. Haha.
Alright. It's time for me to do some updating...Exam was over in May. I could only say I had done my best for it but it might very well turn out to be a disaster that I'm not sure whether I can deal with it. Well, perhaps I was not too hardworking for this examination. If i really have to repeat, I can only tell myself to work ultra hard and not to have any regrets again. *Xinyi, no matter how hard it will takes for you to complete your degree, you have to jia you! don't forget your promise to yourself at the very start! You can do it.*
Now currently, I am working in an infant care. As compared to childcare, it is definitely a very different experience. Babies do not know how to express themselves with word, yet they touches my heart deeply. Precisely because they do not talk, what I am able to feel from them is the most genuine. Really, how i hope they can keep their sparkle in their eyes and their innocent smiles forever. How i hope they do not grow up to face the reality of this world.
I still remember when I was carrying this baby who cries almost every minute when she is awake, I have this thought in my mind. Babies cry for the most simple reasons; hunger, sleepy or wet themselves, but as they grow older, the reasons for crying become more and more complicated. They cannot just cry out loud like they used to as a baby anymore. Thinking of this while carrying her just made me feel so sad. My babies, you all are really very cute and Teacher Xinyi do really hopes that all of you can grow up happily and keep this innocence in you forever :) I truly hope that your reasons for crying when you grow up will be out of happiness....
Looking at them, i told myself that for every minute of my life, i will stay happy as happiness is so precious :) my tears will only be out of happiness from now :) My love for children and babies, is forever. Because they showed me the most genuine part of a human being.
At this moment in my life, I am really fortunate to have my family, best friends and baby with me. Having them in my life makes me feel that in this world, i am important :) Loved ones is the love!
Yeelin and Alicia have flown over to Boston and will be staying there for 5 weeks. Really miss them so much. Life seem a bit different without them. Hope they enjoy their trip and come back faster!! haha.
How time flies. Baby and me will be celebrating our 1st year anniversary next month! In this one year, we went through so much hand in hand. Our love grows stronger day by day, creating more and more memories each day :) Be it sweet or bitter, these are truly what walked us till today. And i am thankful that the memories we have created till now are mostly happy and sweet!
Baby, i know you will read this! Haha. I didn't tell you how touched I felt when you hugged me in your arms when I cried yesterday. At that moment, I felt so really blessed, because you are the first one who hugged me so tightly when I cry. I am not a person who cries easily because for the past 20 years, I have to be strong for myself. I know that as much as best friends will comfort me with words, I have to stand up myself. But you are different. You made me feel that it's your love and hug that comfort me and you will stand up together with me
You will be starting your work soon. It will be a challenging and tiring work for you, but I believe strongly that you can do it. Of course I will have my worries, but i know very much that this is what you wish to excel in and this is what you think will be a helpful stepping stone. All i wish for you is to be happy, therefore if this is what you have interest in and will feel happy doing it, I will be behind you supporting you. To see you excel is the pride in my life. If you are tired from work, do not forget that I am here ready with all the oil to add on for you! my oil is unlimited and is ready for your usage forever! Haha. Jia you Baby!
Lastly, I really do feel fortunate to have you. Down the years to the end of my life, i will not stop loving you and supporting you. I believe you will not too :) let's build our future together, promise? I love you!
I confessed my love for BABY at
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