Friday, October 16, 2009
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Okay people, i am really NOT updating my blog for very long. Heehee, but i have no idea why, but I just feel like penning down my thoughts today. I'm having so much of mixed feelings; happiness, frustration, missing, and fear. So much so that I feel that I have the need to blog now.It's going on to the 3rd month :). How time flies...It's always been like a beautiful dream to me, but I know it's real. I love how he always sms me in the morning just to greet me good morning. It never fails to bring a smile on my face when I was drowsily awoken by the msg alert tone and saw his msg when i check the phone. I love how he always call me at night even though he's really tired. It's so sweet even if it means just talking to him for that few minutes. Becuz it means i'm remembered :) I love how he looks at me deeply into my eyes, and stroking my head with lots of love. I know how much he love me, even though he always 'bully' me. I know how much he love me, even though he doesn't say it often. I know how much he love me, because that's how much i love him. I always think it's really fortunate of me to have met into him, my dear. I hold this belief till forever :) My life is really totally different, with his participation. But I guess, as I fall deeper into this love, my worries and fear surfaced more often. I miss him alot whenever he is not around with me. The feeling is so strong that it couldn't be ignored. It's so hard missing someone. Ahh....I hate to feel worried. I hate to feel paranoid. I hate to feel the fear. I hate I hate I hate, but i guess these comes along with love. Dear, I want the way we are now to stay forever :) Can everything not change? All i want is very simple; it's only your love :)Dear, my baobei. Just want to say; I Love You!
I confessed my love for BABY at
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