Sunday, January 04, 2009
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The day with you was really great. You always made me feel so cared for with you, but do you know that...I never failed to feel unsecure when we parted. Perhaps you could not understand my feelings from what was written to you, but this is really the best I can do, for the reason that I really really am not a direct person. I chose to write to you in the way that I felt that it was the closest to my true self. I think, only in that way, I will feel more at ease bah. It may not be really obvious, but it was all what I truly meant. If you really do understand me, If you really do love me....you will understand that all the words are from my heart. If with the song, xi huan yi ge ren de xin qing, you still do not get what I want to say, I really do not know what more can I do. I had really did my best for you, I couldn't go further than this. I do not know whether there will be this day that I get to know your true feelings, you may not give me a reply after all. I promised myself that I will let this end before I graduate, if by then, there's no reply from you...sorry, it's time for me to leave you.But...just want to say, no matter what decision it may be, I still love you. Did I do the right thing? I really don't know.
I confessed my love for BABY at
9:33 PM
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