Wednesday, November 19, 2008
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I should be sleeping at this wee hour of 3am. I should be sleeping to be prepared for the pre-test tmr. I should be sleeping to wake up at 9 tmr. So many "I should...", but I am not. Writing, is the thing I am most proud of because I always believed that only through words, I am able to reveal my truest feeling for I am never one that can speaks well. Through writing, I see my true self....and only the words I wrote touches people. But now, I find it so hard to pen down my feelings, even typing on msn seems such a chore to me.Something unpleasant happened just now; it was not on deliberate but it still causes unhappiness. WHY only unhappy things come to me....I know the planning is frustrating and I'm the only one out of the four to be here on msn; I don't seem to fit when we are a group. I wanted to comfort Lin but I could say nothing. Nothing....I didn't know what to say. I feel bad, and I feel sad. I lost my ability to speak out, and now I am losing my ability to write as well. This shouldn't be happening. Nevertheless, I hopes tmr will turn out to be a nice day despite all the unpleasant stuffs. ......I shall end here. My post is getting shorter huh. LOL, to myself.P.S: Yeeling, I really miss you so much. Today's meet up was a nice one. Your company makes me feel so much at ease. Thanks for letting me believe that true friendship really exists in this world. I have a really true friendship that has no doubts with you. 7 years ago, we met and became the bestest friends. Now, we are all grown up and things may change. But, the true belief that was established 7 years ago remains still and may it be forever.
I confessed my love for BABY at
3:00 AM
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