Tuesday, July 29, 2008
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Finally, after two hectic months, everything is coming to an end tomorrow. everything will end tomorrow....hahahas, 2 months ago, i wouldn't had expected myself to feel so sad about leaving the children. 2 months ago, i was hoping for everything to end faster, as life back then was really hectic. Sleepless and more sleepless nights, stress and more stress, work and more work.
But when everything was over, when all supervision and assessments were over, I felt that I'm back to the simplest...the simplest thing; just the love for children. When you realised you are there just for children, not for any assessment, the love in you is just overwhelming. Perhaps it's really the stress and workload that makes me waver...but children, no matter what, you are really my pride!
You'll never know, how proud miss xinyi felt when I saw all the 9 of you working together hand in hand to make a poster for me. It's really a beautiful one, the most beautiful poster ever to me, because it's your group work. I didn't dare to expect the 9 of you to co-operate that well, as I said, my class can be rather hard to handle. But you did it, and I did it. =)
Haha! i want to mention something here, I have a lovely baobei in my centre! He's really so handsome, cute and shuai! He can run very well too worh, haha, my boy =P love him to bits! If only he was born 14 years earlier, lols. He said he like me! Baobei, I love you too! But too bad, I can't post his picture here =(.
My kids made me really wanna cry today, and it's not my last day yet! Haha, I told my favourite girl that tomorrow is my last day, and she said "But I will miss you! I will miss you!" Girl, you don't know how much ur words touched me. I hugged her and said, I will come back to visit all of you....she actually said, "no, you come back and teach me after you studied!" Lovely girl =) she said, she is not coming to school tomorrow and I replied then, today is the last day i'm seeing you. Can you imagine how she answer me? She said, " I want to see you! I ask my mummy don't bring me go ahma hse tmr". Rachel, no matter if you come not tmr, I still miss and love you!
First time ever, I felt that sad to part with children. After all, I spent 245 hours with them, seeing them almost everyday! No doubt they made me angry, sad, worried many many times, but yet they are the ones i couldn't let go. I know that, they will forget as they grow, children's memories doesn't last long, but I wanna say...the memories they gave me are eternal because they touched me with the purest and innocent heart. ' I love you' from them are always the most sincere.
Children, Let's have a good and nice memory tomorrow! Hopefully your miss xinyi won't cry worh, although just by typing this entry makes me wanna cry =P
I confessed my love for BABY at
2:16 AM
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