Saturday, June 21, 2008
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Hello people! I'm here to do a short update =P
Yesterday went to East Coast Park to celebrate my darling, JUNE's birthday! Hahas, finally 18 le worh. Hmms, not much people went but still hope, my darling enjoyed this small celebration for her, and hope she like the present! =D We didn't really do anything there, hahahas just simply sit on the stone and chit-chat. BUT I felt really contented yesterday, reason being...I saw a sky of stars! It's really a sky of stars, they are so beautiful! I love looking at the sky, and looking at the stars blinking at me as though they are smiling, but it had been a long time since i saw a sky of stars. that's why really contented =)
Looking at the sky of stars, for a moment, i felt a touch at my heart. I have no idea if it was supposed to be happiness or sadness. But I felt the tinge of touched....I remembered for that six years, when you were always on my mind, I would sit on my bed and look at the stars whenever I couldn't sleep. In the darkness, the stars look so bright. I don't know why, but back then, I really love to make wishes to the brightest star, and each time it blink, it's just felt like the stars agreeing to my wishes. It was such a joyful feeling, and sometimes the wishes really do come true =)
But, for a very long time, I didn't see a sky of stars or rather I was too busy to even look into the sky anymore. Yesterday, I felt so touched to see the sky of stars again, however, I forgot to make a wish, was too engrossed into looking =P
I promised you i will give up and find my own happiness, i am really trying very hard to, but after all you once made such a great impact on me. The hurts were so great that I have no idea when will i recover completely. I thought I had, but apparently not quite yet. Don't worry, I'm trying hard, one day I really will. Tonight, i will look into the sky again, and if I am lucky enough to spot a bright star, I will make a wish. I wish that we will all be happy, and i know the stars will make the wish come true =)
Hahas, want to share a song here. It's 萧敬腾：原谅我. A really nice song. Had been so long since I felt like crying to a song. Hahahas, try listening? =P
Forgive me, that i had not made the promise come true yet
P.S: The MOON was BRIGHT and ROUND yesterday too! =P
I confessed my love for BABY at
4:25 PM
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