Saturday, May 31, 2008
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Hmms....attachment is coming in a day time, which means my comfort zone will be vanished in a day time. 7 weeks, not considered a long period of time, but it's still NOT short! BIG HAIS~what can i say? I love children for their angelic smiles, for their little hugs and kisses, for everything they are even if it means naughtiness at times, but I always feel that I'm not cut out to be a teacher. I don't have the confidence to be one, lest a good one. It seems like I'm continuing on this course because there is no turn-back.Tasks include 6 lesson plans, learning corners, assistance in planning Parent-Teacher Meeting, reflection, evaluation, supervision and so on. Tell me, how's that? Don't tell me it's just work ONLY...it's certainly more than that. That includes all stress and sleeeepless nights. Please let me have a good experience on this attachment, let me meet good teachers, mentor, staffs and children. Let everything be at its best!!! Pray hard!! Well, another thing is when attachment starts, time spent with friends will be lesser....NO! we must meet!! I certainly can't wait for 7 weeks after. I don't know how long i can hang on for you. i''m afraid i would give up any moment from now. Tiredness overwhelmed me, i'm no longer the girl who can persevere all for one....past experience told me that it's not wise and it hurts. Tell me, what do you want me to do? tell me, what can i do? tell me, how you really feel.
I confessed my love for BABY at
9:45 PM
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