Saturday, January 12, 2008
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Hi people! time for some update! but i'm afraid this won't be a happy post. Just let me vent what I felt this once and I promised a happy update the next one! Yeah, first thing...sorry friends! I know that i am not quite in a stable mood these few days so don't mind it if i appeared to be sian or don't talk much. You all had been great and brightend my day! Yeah...seriously, I can't believe that being a strong person, I actually broke down twice in one week. The first time was out of stress, the humogous stress! Yeah, and the second time just happened. I had shocked myself and my friends by my outburst. i'm so sorry for that, esp LiN! hahas. I felt that I really need to get away and I really need to cry ytd. I think all libras are like that seriously. It's from true life experience. I can bear with something or someone that upset me once, twice or even thrice but I persuade don't try too many times....once I explode, it's going to be scary. But, my outburst had nothing to do with anyone, don't worry hahas...just that the irritable guy triggered me off ( Lin know who's tt) hahahs =P Somehow, I hated myself sometimes! Why can't I get anything right? Why everything just went off track? Why am I feeling so useless and worthless? Is it I have been surrounded with too many smart pple le? hahahas. I hate myself for feeling so worthless! I wondered had i ever made an impact on anyone's life? I thought no...but i'm so glad to realise that actually I had, perhaps just on the one or two of them. I told myself I will find the past me back, but apparently it's leaving me even further! But still, I won't give up on finding back!And yeah...I know le! I realised le! I have wonderful friends who care for me a lot! Thanx yeeling, lin and Jie for ytd and today! I treasure u all a lot a lot...that's for life! hahahs. Don't worry, i'm getting ok le! You guys are great ah! =Dand YOU made my day too =)
I confessed my love for BABY at
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