Jiro Wang!

Friday, January 18, 2008
Y *130* Y

Hey! this is the 130th post! It's a beautiful no. , so on this post, i should post longer! hahas, and something happy which I promised on my previous entry. But But...too much things had happened. I really do not know where should I start eh. Okays....I will start from last sunday! so pple...be patient and read this post all right? hahhas =P

17/1/08

Accompained my brother, mum and cousin for shopping. Didn't really buy anything for myself. Hahas. Then returned home at around evening, and had a nap. Woke up at around 8 and fell sick all of a sudden. Flu, headache and earache! argh!! Watched One Million Stars! really salute Lin You Jia, he's really a great singer! Tomorrow going shopping with Yeelin and having my first driving lesson at night! excited!! can't wait!! Yeelin, excited too right?? hahhas =P

16/1/08

Met my group members at 9am to do CD 2.2. Felt so tired and after that, headed for ITA lesson till 130. Waited to take a class photo with the Hi-club members till 3 plus, and finally headed to shop at Bugis with my cousin, Jessie. Bought a belt there, and she bought a pair of shoes there. Hmm...then headed to Jurong east, and I bought a dress there and I bought my cousin a set of clothes with my mum's money. She's my godsister, it's those real godsis who had gone through ceremony hahas, thus my mum asked me to bring her to buy clothes for cny. home sweet home after that =)

Jessie and me!

15/1/08

Went to collect my Provisional Driving licence with my parents in the morning! with this licence, I can start to learn driving! Hahas, excited yet nervous! To drive a car had always seem to be a very far thing from me, and I really supposed if my dad isn't a driving instructor, i doubt i will ever learn driving. Hahas BUT with the licence on hand, the moment really felt great! After that, headed for Kbox with Joyce, Daniel, Ivan and Sharlyn ( not sure abt the spelling). First time with them, and felt not bad lah. hahahs =)

PDL!

14/1/08
Had my field assessment on math! I think it was rather ok bahs, and I'm happy to see my children enjoying the games and the happy faces when they received stickers from me! my comment from mentor is that need to improve on classroom management. Yeah, classroom management! the biggest pro all of us face! hahas, the children seriously touched my heart! they came to tell me they love me becuz i'm a nice teacher, and when i got to leave, they asked me when am i coming back becuz they will miss me. I said next mon as usual, they actually said "yay!" and hugged me one by one! for the first time, I felt like crying when I hugged them! Assignments and works killed my passion but the children just simply seemed to have the magic to touch me! I felt so much that all a teacher needs are smiles, hugs and the miracle words - i love you from the children =)

Another happy thing- Passed my basic theory test! I'm so nervous that I only ended the test 15 mins after I completed all the 50 questions. But yeah passed!

Result slip!

13/1/08

Yeelin and me went for Alicia's CO concert at Singapore Conference Hall. Met Yeelin at around 6 and we went for dinner. It's really so hard to find a place to have our dinner because all building around seemed to be industrial buildings. Finally settled our dinner at a coffee shop nearby. Chatted with her about many things and felt really good. hahas. Watched the concert and really liked some songs! Alicia, u and NPCO had done well!! Proud of you all and thanks for the hardwork! It's the hardwork that makes the concert such a success and made NP proud! Sorry that we didn't stay throughout becuz Yeelin and me had field assessment the next day =P When we were walking to the mrt, we passed through this tunnel and took lots of pictures. The tunnel is cool for taking pictures!

Trying to act cool...hmms =P

Hmms....Lin's model pose! *exclusive*

Trying to pose like a model...BUT failed! =P

See the tunnel behind?

My bestie cum Mum, Lin!

At the concert

I confessed my love for BABY at 12:08 AM

YYY

Saturday, January 12, 2008
Y *130* Y

Hi people! time for some update! but i'm afraid this won't be a happy post. Just let me vent what I felt this once and I promised a happy update the next one! Yeah, first thing...sorry friends! I know that i am not quite in a stable mood these few days so don't mind it if i appeared to be sian or don't talk much. You all had been great and brightend my day! Yeah...seriously, I can't believe that being a strong person, I actually broke down twice in one week.

The first time was out of stress, the humogous stress! Yeah, and the second time just happened. I had shocked myself and my friends by my outburst. i'm so sorry for that, esp LiN! hahas. I felt that I really need to get away and I really need to cry ytd. I think all libras are like that seriously. It's from true life experience. I can bear with something or someone that upset me once, twice or even thrice but I persuade don't try too many times....once I explode, it's going to be scary. But, my outburst had nothing to do with anyone, don't worry hahas...just that the irritable guy triggered me off ( Lin know who's tt) hahahs =P

Somehow, I hated myself sometimes! Why can't I get anything right? Why everything just went off track? Why am I feeling so useless and worthless? Is it I have been surrounded with too many smart pple le? hahahas. I hate myself for feeling so worthless! I wondered had i ever made an impact on anyone's life? I thought no...but i'm so glad to realise that actually I had, perhaps just on the one or two of them. I told myself I will find the past me back, but apparently it's leaving me even further! But still, I won't give up on finding back!

And yeah...I know le! I realised le! I have wonderful friends who care for me a lot! Thanx yeeling, lin and Jie for ytd and today! I treasure u all a lot a lot...that's for life! hahahs. Don't worry, i'm getting ok le! You guys are great ah! =D

and YOU made my day too =)

I confessed my love for BABY at 12:06 AM

YYY

Tuesday, January 01, 2008
Y

和你在一起的时候，真的很开心。
我在你面前可以很自然的做我自己
我慢慢的发现你在我心里的位置
开始变得不一样了。。。
你让我感觉到我是喜欢你，
但是我真的喜欢你吗?
你心里原本属于我的位置还在吗?
所有的答案都充满着不确定，
而我根本没勇气寻找答案。。。
曾经印在我心里的痛已经让我。。。
失去在爱情里的勇气。
我想。。。
如果是以前那个可以勇敢去爱的我
喜欢上现在的你，那该有多好。
时间不会为我们而停止，
所以我想说。。。

不想失去

I confessed my love for BABY at 11:10 PM

YYY