Jiro Wang!

Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Y *124* Y

Hahas, OK! I'm really back....to announce that I HAD PASSED! woohoo~~ like finally! It wasn't easy, and I have to admit that my lesson did not went on too smoothly. The children fiddled a bit and were not able to pay attention to me for long time. Hahas, I thought I wouldn't do well, but...I did it! Yay-ness! Imagine my happiness when I was told " You passed!". My grade was slightly better than average. Hmm...is it good or bad? I would take it as a good lah...hahahas, I'm happy enough to hear this comment from a teacher who's known as very strict. =D He did gave me comments and areas to improve on...so the main thing is, I HAD GOT OVER THIS HURDLE!

He said that he can see some good qualities of a teacher in me, and that if I put in effort to hone these skills, I would make a good teacher. I went like hmm?? I didn't even realise that myself. BUT well, staying in the teaching expertise.....haiis =P I think, I would want to further into other things....hahahas.

Hmms, cleared this important hurdle, but lots of assignments coming up! I felt really tired, wanna sleep!! and I really misssss KBOX~

I confessed my love for BABY at 10:51 PM

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Monday, November 26, 2007
Y *123* Y

Well, tomorrow or rather today is an very important day! It's my day of assessment. Goodness, been really very stressed about it! No one can utd this exact feeling, except students of my course bah. It's really hellious....I hate teaching lessons on MON becuz it's just spoil my weekend! Weekend leh...and we have to be worrying! How I wish I can just go there and play with the children every mon! I enjoy being with them, but not teaching, whatmore assessment!
Please Bless Me With A Pass!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Passion; the most important criteria in this course. But why is it that the more I am in this, the more I felt my passion draining away....haiis

I hope, tmr I will be back with a happy mood and announce that I PASSED on my next entry!

I confessed my love for BABY at 1:02 AM

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Thursday, November 22, 2007
Y *122* Y

Someone, please tell me that i am going to be okay.
Lack in motivation, lack in confidence, lack in a "High" mood...
Hahas, please tell me i will overcome all these.

是你变了吗? 友情的真真假假，我越来越分不清，也真的不想再去分清。
不管是不是你变了，我还是愿意相信我们的友情会是最坚固的。
我从来都没有收回对你的信任和珍惜，即使我很受伤。
我真的。。。累了

I confessed my love for BABY at 12:56 AM

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Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Y *121* Y

Heehee! Quite a long time since I updated le horh....hahahas plain lazy and busy! All right, I shall update now, cuz I promised mama LiN! hahas, what shall i talk about leh? so much have been happening, I don't know how to start. Hahahas, the problem for delaying too long! Ok, i shall talk about the sentosa trip first la horh. heehee =P

Hmms, on the 10 nov, I went to sentosa with my cousins and uncle (cousin's hubby)! It was really a great day! I enjoyed myself a lot! We did a lot of things that day! Met them at 9.30am in the morning, bus-ed to Vivo City and had breakfast. Heehee MacDonald! After that, train-ed to sentosa. Went to the 4D magix as the first stop! Not bad ah! Really got frightened by the BEE and my dear cousin (10 yr old) was damn cute! He daren't look at the BEE, oh yea, me too! Hmm....after that, went to Fort Siloso! Well, we went there supposedly, wanted to show my cousin history of Singapore since he had never been then, BUT he refused to listen to my explanation! Humph, kids lah...haha! And one happy thing, I saw Jeremy at work! Waved "HI" to him excitedly and my cousin said " nv see ur friend before?" =P Lotsa photos taken there!

And then, we went to have the skyride and luge! I am the ONLY one who wasn't afraid of skyride, the other 3 were scared! heehee. first time taking the luge, not bad!! FUN! It seem like driving, and my cousin said " Hey! how are you going to pass ur driving test?" Humph! I will show you! After that, went to the Heritage of Singapore and viewed some cultures of Singapore! It's nice, cool! My little cousin sure enjoyed them! and oh ya! saw my primary school band performing there! PROUD of them yea! Next was the skytower! Nothing much actually, just the scenery! =P

After that, went to Sakae Sushi for lunch! Had pasta there, not a bad meal! =P Hmm...what's next? Oh ya, the dragon trail walk! hmms, fed the mosquitoes! heehee, then went for a walk at the beach! a short walk, and we decided to head for Vivo city to have dinner! and that's when I saw my dearest mum, LIN! So high to see her, and very qiao indeed! OH yea, i saw both Jer and Lin that day, lucky me!! After dinner, went back to Sentosa for Songs of the Sea! It's really nice people! Must go see! Hmm, home sweet home after that! everything free that day, how great! Thanks ah, uncle and xueling! =P Okays....PHOTOS next!

Okays, photos done! Hmms, so about the field practicum? I had conducted 2 Lang. Arts lessons, and oh my! It wasn't easy lorh! and my assessment is NEXT WEEK! How bad, and my field supervisor is Philip Koh! I guess he's strict...Haiss, goodness! God Bless Me! Ok, on a happier note, after FP ytd, we went to celebrate Bel's bdae! Majority of the 2A01 went! Great! I guess it's the only rather successful outing? She treated the whole class, thanx bel! Had fun...Hmm will upload the photos when I get it! That's all for now! Bye!

I confessed my love for BABY at 12:44 AM

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Saturday, November 10, 2007
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Hahahas, went out with Lin yesterday! hahas, went bugis to shop but didn't managed to get anything that catches my eyes. Hmms...due to the crowd and the really hot weather, I wasn't really in the mood to shop. Hahas, then decided to head to Far east to shop and managed to get 2 tees there. That was about the only things I got that day bahs. Hahas....went to KFC for lunch and witnessed an old uncle falling off his seat. Felt really sad that moment, he was alone having his lunch...can't bear to see the loneliness. Ouch! a bit feel like crying that moment, and thought of my dad getting old day by day! I must make him and my mum the happiest people when they are old! After that, went to Northpoint to have the Jap food that Lin strongly recommend! Hahas, had the Eel Don and really very nice! Hahahas Lin, Good recommendation lah! See, i give you your credits here ok! =P A nice day overall!

Hmms, going to sentosa tmr with my cousins and biao jie fu. heehee, kinda looking forward to it. Want to have a day free from all rubbish, all assignments and all sorts of craps, and just have fun!! Hmms, hope to see Jeremy and Lin there!! =)

People, take care!! =D

I confessed my love for BABY at 12:06 AM

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六年的时间不算短，也不算长
很难说在以后的生命里，我还会不会记得那段喜欢你的日子。
也许，明天我会遇到一段更刻苦铭心的爱情?
在回忆里加上一些我不想忘记的情节，
只因为我不愿意看到，我们之间所存在的空白。

我不应该在该离开这段单恋的时候，拼命为自己找借口留下来。
我不应该在任由我的想念而找回你，然后又不舍得让自己离开。
也是，在六年前。。。我也是不应该喜欢上你这个不能爱的人。
如果这些不应该都能实现，那我真的就会很快乐，很幸福吧!
不用像现在一样的，陷入这个泥沼，任凭我多么努力，坚持
的想走出来，却发现自己一步也走不出。。。
我心里想说的话，你有听见过吗?
我想是有的，曾经你听到了我喜欢你的声音，
却没有听见过我难过的声音。
但是，现在我请你认真再听我说一次。
我知道你是不可能看得到我现在所写的，
但希望你可以用心感受到我透过文字给你的
讯息。。。

“在很久之前，我已经放弃喜欢你的心情，是王子和公主童话般结束的那天。
很谢谢你给我予我这个幸福又永远都不想忘记的一天，但也是那天我暗恋
你的心情结束了。。。因为默契不再属于我们。偶尔，你还是会出现在我
的思念里，虽知道不应该，但我没有办法阻止。可是要让你知道，不再喜
欢你的我其实会越来越快乐! 我知道最美的爱情要留给会珍惜的人，所以不
是你! 我会向我另外的幸福努力，你也一样要找到勇气! ”

I confessed my love for BABY at 12:02 AM

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Wednesday, November 07, 2007
Y *118* Y

Hey! hahahas i shall blog today! These two days have been very shiok cuz lecture was cancelled due to the lecturer on medical leave....and the shiok-est part is that her lessons are my last slot of the day so that means i can go off earlier! hahahas. Hmms, yesterday went for my field practicum and it went well! the kids made my day! hahas, attachment is never easy and definitely not relaxing but when they smiled and talked to you, that's most probably the most precious gift in the world. I'm praying hard, or rather very hard that they would be obedient enough for my lesson next week! Please!!! =P

Today, lesson was supposedly to end at 5 but yea, due to the lecturer being on MC, we left at 1 plus instead! Great~~ hahahas we were like mean lah, being happy for the reason that she's on mc. hahahas. SO, infinitys went to Pizza Hut for lunch! Had a very full lunch, and not cheap too! hehe, yeelin, bs and me had royale baked pasta, and the others had baked rice! Yummy~~but my mum, yeelin couldn't finish her pasta cuz too creamy! hahahas, it's her first time eating that LOL. Other than that, we still had pizza, garlic bread and the seafood thingy cuz bel had coupons for that. And, really....I had a hard time struggling with my pasta too, to the extent that I felt like vomitting them out! hahas. Okays...I shall post some photos. Hmms, only managed to take photos with Yeelin at the end of the lunch~

Lin & Yi ~

Lin & Yi 002~

Lin & Yi 003~

I confessed my love for BABY at 12:06 AM

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Sunday, November 04, 2007
Y *117* Y

Hey! it's time for me to update ler....hahas i promised alica i will update but i dragggggged until now! oops! hahahas, hmmm.....i don't know what i shall talk about eh. too much things had been happening! Okays, are you ready? LET'S GO!

Hmms, I went for my field practicum last wed and it's my new centre! the children were very welcoming! They waved HI to me and came to play with me! the times with them are quite fun, and i HOPE my teaching times with them would be well too! hahahhas, and yeah the day went quite well! tmr....is my second session again, fast yea? YES!......and the rest of the weekdays went ok.

And last sat, I went to help out in the parental seminar with joyce, yeelin and boon shuang! And due to only sleeping for 3 hours the previous night due to doing lesson plans and the long hours of being under the air-con, I sort of nosebleed the morning I woke up! scared me! And for the event, we are the ushers! leg so pain lorh! have to stand for close to 5 hours in high heels! argh!!! but it's still okays lah. pretty fun....hmmm a job of usher is not that easy as I thought! meeting parents is definitely not one too! lucky i'm on duty with yeelin...we talked and talked while on duty! Love talking to her, i don't have to think when talk to her! and after that, went to kbox with my sis, joyce! been a long time since I went to kbox with her, close to 3 months? hmm...I supposed! ehhs, It was pretty fun! hahahas to me that is...i just love singing! hahaha kbox is my 2nd home! Took lots of photos that day...shall upload it when I received, so please wait and stay tuned!

And today, I was supposedly have to do my reflections, lesson plans and stuffs! BUT, i'm just so not keen at starting, and lazy! I just want some break....hahahas and my friends have been complaining to me that their course is busy! Hey, we are having it tougher than you! well, all courses are hard for this sem! I went out for dinner with my mum in the evening, and we had Crystal Jade!! heehee, been so long since I had that...hmms, very very full! aha! another week going to start...other than GAMBATEI, i dunno wad else to say so GAMBATEI to myself and friends!!

*to miss dunnoe; jia you ok? I will always be here for you through this hard and sad path! don't worry! be strong and happy! Laughters is the most important, don't lose it!! =)

I confessed my love for BABY at 10:19 PM

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