Jiro Wang!

Saturday, October 27, 2007
Y *116* Y

Hey! I've got a lot to say today. really a lot...but the feelings can't really be expressed in words. I happened to browse through the message history in MSN that I had with my friends last year. I was reading through all the conversations, and I realised how much I miss my friends and the happiness with them! So yea, I am really a happy girl back then hahaha.

I felt the most when I was reading April and May 2006 conversations. That was before poly starts, before everything start. Haha. Didn't know I could change so much in just 1 and plus year. Reading through conversations with Kaiqiu, Yeeling, Qin feng, Jeremy, Jia hao and my cousin...really brought back a lot of memories. We were so happy then. My course is really a big challenge to me, and I didn't know beforehand that there were so much things i have to do, didn't know there were so much stress i have to cope with. Well, I have to admit that this course sort of change my character. From a happy person to a unhappy one. hahas BUT now, i'm not going to look at it as STRESS, instead i shall look at it as a CHALLENGE. Take one day by one day!

One of the conversations, I told kaiqiu " sing, write and laugh is my life. If i lose either of them, my life is gone!". To think, I had forgotten that I had said this before. SO sad. I felt the urge to cry when i read this, cuz I forgotten this understanding and best description of myself! I said that I cannot lose either of them, yet I'm losing the most important component - LAUGHTER!

I shall not carry on like this! I would contact all my beloved friends, and my cousin. Talk to them about anything under the sun, date them and have fun!! I would change back to the happy person. Sing. write. laugh make up xinyi!! Jia you Jia you! Happy is the word!!

My cousin said before, stress and problems is only a bus-stop in your life. All you have to do is to alight the bus ,get on to another bus and move on to another bus-stop in your life. Never dwell on it cuz it would be the past! Yes! I remember that now! I would take my course as challenge and move on to my life. Not worth losing myself to stress! Xinyi, remember remember!! You are a HAPPY person back, now and then~~

I confessed my love for BABY at 2:12 PM

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Sunday, October 21, 2007
Y *115* Y

Hey! done a quiz that Alicia sent me! I find it very true!! People who wanna get to know yourself better, can go to this website and have a try yea.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

I confessed my love for BABY at 10:49 PM

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Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Y *114* Y

hey! time for some update lerh! Today went kbox with Jeremy and Qin feng, hahas my 2 kors. yupyup. ok lah, quite a nice time with them =) It's always nice spending time with long-term friends~~hahas. hmms....after 4 days, it's the new semester again! haiis...i really don't look forward to it ehhs, i can imagine the hell-like life i'm going to go through again~~once again, i have to say, which idiot told me poly life is very relaxing derh???? hahas, but well, maybe especially tough for my course lahs. can't blame, it's my choice =X. argh!!!i don't want sch to be reopen yet!!

and the stupid thing is, i have 2 ulcers now! and the one on my gum is especially pain!! omg!! go away, go away~~~hahas

I confessed my love for BABY at 10:15 PM

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Wednesday, October 03, 2007
Y *113* Y

Finally, my 18th birthday is over~ went to kbox for celebration with yeeling and kaiqiu today, my 2 besties! thanx a lot =)

and thanx to pple who wishes me! shall not name it all, u noe who you are! thanks! muacks!! =D

Lastly, happy 18th birthday to myself!

learn to grow up. learn to stand up...but i'm tired. can i not appear strong anymore?

I confessed my love for BABY at 12:51 AM

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