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.bdae.two.oct.eighty-nine
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Loves ::

*MY DEAR BABY
*my dear family
*my dear friends
*nice songs

Hates ::

*creepy creatures
*liars
*backstabbers

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Music ::萧敬腾:原谅我

Scream-ed ::




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Exits ::

^mabel^
^kaiqiu^
^sihui^
^emily^
^daphne^
^huiting
^wan er^
^yeeling^
^jiahao^
^elaine^
^sherlene^
^karen^
^boon shuang^
^ Binn Yi^
^shimin^
^caiyan^
^jeremy^
^sabrina^
^kok siang^
^cynthia^
^nana^
^reuben^
^mrs shim changmin^
^aaron.fahrenheit^
^jiro.fahrenheit^
^chun.fahrenheit^
^calvin.fahrenheit^
^fahrenheit^
^yu zhe^
^ling.qiu.yi^
^ivan^
^Online Shop(Clothes)^
^Online Shop(Accessories)^
^Joyce^
^Alicia^
^shu^
^yeeLin^
^xin.joy^
^zhishu&xiangqin^
^JingHan^
^Vanessa^
^Belinda^
^KaiJie Kor^

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l3montea

Graphic;
Photoshop
Pictures
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Sunday, September 23, 2007
Y *112* Y



我想说,我真的可能喜欢你。
可是我不知道我有机会说吗?
或者是,应该说吗?
毕竟,曾经伤害你的是我。
也许,当年的我们都太年轻
我没有发现你对我有多重要,
没有发现,我对你很想念,
更没发现,你一直保护我的心情。
我也真的没有发现,我。。。
现在或许已经太迟了。


I confessed my love for BABY at 12:11 AM

YYY


Monday, September 17, 2007
Y *111* Y


我好想哭,只想痛痛快快的哭一场。
越是想装做我什么都不在乎,越是觉得自己好可笑。
18岁是不是把一切都改变了?
我不想再伪装自己,在一个这么虚伪的世界。


I confessed my love for BABY at 10:31 PM

YYY


Friday, September 14, 2007
Y *110* Y


Hey! Result released today!~ oh my, was awoken by NP sms at 8.30am, I practically jumped up from my bed! LOL~ but then, I was quite satisfied with my result le lahs, at least there's an improvement from last sem. I thought I would not do better than last sem, cuz i don't know, wasn't really in the hardworking mode. hahas, but not bad lah...gpa around 3.2~ very contented le! What surprised me the most is, I got AD (distinction) for my Field Practicum and core module! Hahas, I thought I was too sleeply to see the results wrongly~ didn't have a single A for the past 2 semesters, and I got 2 ADs' this sem! effort and hard work does pay off! BUT then, was really disappointed for my AW thesis essay, got a C! I spent a lot of time doing the research and essay leh, and the teacher gave quite good comments about it, and what, he promised everyone that once we show him our drafts, he will give us at least a B! He lied, humph!!!! Nvm, the result is more than expected le =D


CD 2.1 = AD
AW= C
FM= B+
MAYC= B+
DLE= C
FP 2.1= AD
SAM= PX
SCV= PX


My dearest cousin having her ROM tmr! It's held at a hotel, woah! i'm the Emcee for the chinese version~a bit nervous, hope i will do well!! very happy for her too! must xing fu worh! =D


I confessed my love for BABY at 10:23 PM

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Thursday, September 13, 2007
Y *109* Y


Hi...this hols really pass very fast. at least it's faster than the previous 2 hols....is it that time is running ahead of me? I have spent some precious and nice time with my good friends, and i felt really contented. that's enough, seriously. If what I hope for never come true, then it's already a great contentment to have things this way, at least nothing changed. I don't want anything to change anymore, i can't deal with it. i can't. I'm tired of my life...I'm always optimistic but when i said tired so many times, it means that i'm really tired. Alot of problems are rising around me, and please, let it end.


I hope to have some nice time with my family this hols, becuz i know that when sch reopen or when my life continues to walk on, i will have lesser time for them. But, i keep seeing my dad worrying abt this and that, and my mum quarrelling with him, and even told me that maybe one day, she will need a divorce. I know her words are just a spur of moment, but I don't want to hear that. I love them, and their health has been my greatest concern. I just want some happy and nice time with them, I don't care what problems are arising, I only know that as long as a family is united and happy, all problems can be overcomed.



My life hasn't been going smoothly, but I always told myself to stand up and i always did after cry. I told myself that there are still many beautiful pple ard me who I love, therefore I must stand up. But why even my closed ones are making me feel worthless....


走在马路上,眼前闪着的是青灯,
看似安全的马路却突然有辆车
冲了过来。
我没反应的站在原地,没反应。
司机及时煞车,然后向我道歉。
可是过了马路的我却发现,
在看见车子冲过来的我,
没觉得害怕,没觉得紧张。
就只是很漠然的平静和呆滞。
或许潜意识里的我,
是已经麻木了。


I confessed my love for BABY at 7:25 PM

YYY


Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Y *108* Y


我不明白为什么我总是在半夜的时分,
异常的非常清醒~
我不明白为什么我总是在半夜的时分,
面对最脆弱的自己流眼泪~
我到底在想念什么?
我讨厌每个夜晚,
因为我没办法在这个时候坚强。。。


I confessed my love for BABY at 3:35 AM

YYY


愿意不爱你

这首歌我很喜欢~ 很好听!是飞轮海的炎亚轮演唱的,收录在<<终极一家>>的原声带。
一开始是在亚纶的blog听到的,我马上就喜欢上了这首歌。
在这首歌里,我听见了亚纶的认真,努力,伤感还有很深的想念。
我真的很感动~

我想,我听得出这首歌想要表达的情感。
如果真的要对方好...
那就真心祝福他,
然后把自己的爱放在心里~
亚纶~ 加油! 我看见你的努力和进步了,真的! 你把这首歌唱得很好,
把情感都唱进去了~你还这么年轻,可是却经历了这么多你年纪
不该经历的事。也许这也是为什么你可以唱得这么好吧,你没有
对不起这首歌! 我会一直支持你,等到你站在舞台上实现梦想的那天,
当然还有你的好兄弟,飞轮海~ 你要加油了!




Ya Lun~


I confessed my love for BABY at 1:52 AM

YYY