Monday, April 09, 2007
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Ever since I stepped in poly, my life had been through a drastic change. It changed too much till, even till now, I couldn't accept. I'm wondering my choice at the very first start, is it the right one? If it was to say I couldn't accept, perhaps it should be said ; I'm not willing to accept bahs.But the fact is: Things changed. It changed. I'm not able to stop it.I always thought as long as I don't believe, It won't happen. But guess, now I have to face it. The truth is too obvious for me to ignore. These 3 important aspects in my life; family, friends, love.....had just changed in each own ways.Does my existence ever meant something? I'm afraid not. I'm losing my own worth, I'm losing my confidence, I'm losing myself....Maybe now, I'm not important to any people. No one remembers. Maybe I'm the only one who care. I don't know what to do. Stepping into poly marks the end of my happiness. Who can tell me the feeling of true happiness now? I had forgotten it.
I confessed my love for BABY at
10:29 PM
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