Hello! Hmm...i shan't talk much on this post. yes, I'm lazy haha! But...life has been going fine for me recently, not much of a problem. =) I will post pics related to Jiro on this post! hahas. It's special hahas!
Read the name! Nice isn't it? I did it during class with coloured macaroni! hahas =p
This is 2 handphone straps! one with my name and one with Jiro's name! I did it just now and i put them together on my phone now~~ hahas, happy happy!!
This photo is taken at kbox @ Cineleisure. Fahrenheit went there for a fans gathering when they came to Singapore for promotion. Went there with Joyce last fri, saw this huge poster with their signatures, so tada~~ i chen ji took this pic with " Jiro". hahas
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Monday, April 23, 2007
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我确实感到害怕，感到紧张，甚至所有不安的情绪都出现了...
不过，我不能允许自己害怕，紧张，不安。
因为一旦否定了我自己的能力，我就会输给了我自己。
我是绝对不能输的!
虽然这条路直到现在还是让我觉得很不安，
但是走了那么久，我已经没有勇气和理由放弃，
所以我必须走下去...
我希望相信自己是可以的，
明天，就算只有我一个，也不可以怕啊~
加油! 我可以的~
我不会让自己有任何机会输给自己的!
明天，OK的啦~
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Monday, April 16, 2007
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These few days, I have been feeling depressed, real depressed over the reopening of school. thought of giving up........wondered whether I have the strength to continue this path. Actually, that incident, that experience affected me a lot. I told myself to let the past to be the past, don't think about it.....but i had not been able to do so. Whenever i thought of that, it seem to me that i am a failure. I'm feeling this bad becuz i'm scared that the same thing will occur, if it did, I really don't think I will have the strength to make it through a second time, i'm scared of this word " teaching" too.....teach, can i make it? BUT...after talking to yeelin on msn, and thinking of how happy i used to be in sec sch days, thinking that happy me, though had my downs, I'm still always laughing happily every single day......我感觉我好有力量去面对了! 不能再活在过去的不快乐，一定要有勇气去面对自己的伤口，去面对未来! 我想念以前的我，永远都快乐的笑着，好像再发生什么，我都一定可以克服!
我想做这样的我，我想回到这样的我，虽然不容易，但是...明天开始，我一定要让我自己努力去快乐的过每一天，每天都哈哈大笑! 就算在别人的眼中，这样的举动是很疯的，但是那又怎么样,
只要快乐就好啦! 因为快乐虽然可以很简单，但也可以很难... 如果我不是以前那样的我，那就等于说我不是真正的我, 所以我绝对不能让那样快乐的我消失! 不只要让自己每天开心，也要让我身边的朋友也是开心的~~
过去一年的poly生活，我没真正开心过，但是我不会这样继续，也不能! 我会让自己真正开心， 希望未来的我每一天都是充满信心，充满我应该拥有的欢笑~Lin, 谢谢你! 因为你的鼓励，我觉得好有力量，我觉得我一定可以有勇气去面对所有在我面前会出现的挑战! 未来的困难不可怕 !我们的约定，我不会忘! 要你们每天开心，也是我所希望做到的... 别忘了 `只要笑一笑，没什么事情过不了!` this is a magical phrase worh! !大东说过 ：就算发生什么问题，他还是会做开朗，开心的大东! 因为如果放弃了，他输给的不只是问题，而是输给自己，因为他放弃了让自己勇敢，快乐! 全世界最不能输的，就是输给自己! 我一定要加油，因为不能输给自己!! 明天开学第一天，所有挑战的第一天， 没什么好怕的~ 我要带着 =) 去学校!只要笑一笑，没什么事情过不了! JIA YOU!!
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Monday, April 09, 2007
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Ever since I stepped in poly, my life had been through a drastic change. It changed too much till, even till now, I couldn't accept. I'm wondering my choice at the very first start, is it the right one? If it was to say I couldn't accept, perhaps it should be said ; I'm not willing to accept bahs.But the fact is: Things changed. It changed. I'm not able to stop it.I always thought as long as I don't believe, It won't happen. But guess, now I have to face it. The truth is too obvious for me to ignore. These 3 important aspects in my life; family, friends, love.....had just changed in each own ways.Does my existence ever meant something? I'm afraid not. I'm losing my own worth, I'm losing my confidence, I'm losing myself....Maybe now, I'm not important to any people. No one remembers. Maybe I'm the only one who care. I don't know what to do. Stepping into poly marks the end of my happiness. Who can tell me the feeling of true happiness now? I had forgotten it.
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Monday, April 02, 2007
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Hmms, this entry will be about Jiro Wang Dong Cheng, Da dong and perhaps, it's also for me, to encourage myself. All this while, he pushes me forward in life because his perspective in life touches me. If somebody could try his best for himself, why can't I? After reading his forum, there is something I just have to say.....大东， 一个25岁的男生，总是带着努力，勇往直前的精神去做好他手上的任何一件事。在舞台上的他，永远都表现得很热情，很开朗，很搞笑。。。甚至在飞轮海这个团体中，他也总是扮演着把气氛炒到最高点的角色。但是，在舞台下的他，其实背着许许多多的无奈，压力和无力。即使他现在所做的并不是他真正喜欢的，他也尽了最大的努力，甚至赔上自己的健康去做到最完美。。。只因为他不能离开舞台，因为舞台是他完成梦想的地方，也是他觉得他爸爸看得见的地方。。。
开始注意汪东城这个人，是从 “恶作剧之吻”。一开始 ，我并没有很喜欢阿金这个人，总觉得他干嘛一直烦着湘琴，一个永远都不会喜欢他的人。到后面几集，我看见了阿金对爱情的认真和专一，渐渐被他感动。心想阿金也太傻了吧，但是后来，我发现他也许不傻，只是宁愿用最相信的态度去看他的世界。后来飞轮海出道了，在看了很多很多他们上节目的video之后，我就疯狂爱上他了。也许一开始是因为他的帅，但最后是因为他的“真”，他的“孝顺”特质。。。
第一次喜欢上一个人，不只是因为偶像，而是因为在生活上，他给我的感动。不知为什么就想替他加油。。。其实大东常说他想要是最man的，他也不是为了形像，他只是认为一个男人就应该要man，要有承担责任的力量，才能保护他身边所爱的人。我明白很多人都不喜欢他演戏太over，表情太夸张。。。但是这是他的专业。毕竟要一个25岁的人去演这样的角色，也不容易吧。他在演戏路上也许没有很多人欣赏，但他没有放弃，只是因为单纯的，他需要红，因为只有红了，他才能给妈妈最好的生活。真正的大东其实是成熟，很努力，很真诚，也很累的。
在飞轮海里，很多人都喜欢吴尊或者亚纶，身边的人都觉得吴尊比较好。也许他不是当中最帅，唱歌最好的。但是，我坚持喜欢的人是他，因为他即使在没有比别人更优秀的情况下，还是依然努力，依然坚持，依然相信“我是最好的”。这样的他感动了我， 好几次因为感动，而为他哭。想说的是 “汪东城! 加油吧!也许在别人眼里，你不是最好的，但是你有你自己的价值。你没有放弃，我也不会放弃的。。。在你身上我看见的是 “不后退的勇气”。你也让我明白了很多，谢谢你! 所有人总有一天会看见你的好! 第一次支持一个人，只是单纯的想支持一个从没放弃自己，一直在为自己努力的人”只要笑一笑，没有什么事情过不了!
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