Tuesday, January 16, 2007
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Hmm....been a long time since i updated. there's nothing to update and also....buzzzie to update. So..here i am, taking the time having the videos==> hua yang to be loaded to come and blog here. Nothing unusal...just being very very buzzie with projects. Kinda irritated by it recently but well, things are getting a little better. Hope it will stays on. Haiis...just hope to get all my projects and exams cleared faster!! couldn't stand the stress~~oh man!! There's something i long wanted to say. I had wanted to say it personally to you a few times, but there's never a chance or rather i dun have the courage to voice it out to you, someone so important to me. I don't know whether u will really get to see this, but everytime when i face you two, i felt this great sadness in me. thus, i need to say it out, and it will be through here. Eh...we grew up together for almost 18 years. you are no difference from a real brother to me. but is it part of our growing up that u changed? the 3 of us used to be close, we would always go out for movies, for shopping together. These were parts of my happiest times. But now, it's always only the 2 of you, and me left behind. Perhaps projects kept me busy from the 2 of you, or the time spent bonded the 2 of you even closer. I don't know, i don't even know how to face the 2 of you now, for i understood that now, she stand a bigger place in you. I always thought you are fair but the truth came to me one day. I tried very hard to accept it and i did it. it wasn't easy. Yeps I know you still care a lot for me, I can feel your concern, I treasure a lot but things appeared different. different from the past. I couldn't approach you to tell you how different i felt from the 2 of you now, couldn't tell you how sad i feel. Only through this, I hope u know.Hmm....something happy now!! oh yeah!!! i will get to see my fahrenheit next sunday!!! omg...so excited about it. hope the day will come faster!!! XD. DA DONG~~ I miss you~~~
I confessed my love for BABY at
10:21 PM
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