Jiro Wang!

Friday, December 29, 2006
Y *065* Y

I really wondered.

When a person appeared strong, does it mean that he or she is really strong at heart? When a person appeared weak, does it mean that he or she is really so weak at heart? But it's a fact that everyone will always care for the one who cries, emphatisizes with the one who cries. Crying sounds like a great weapon yea? Look beneath the surface. Not everyone who cries are really so weak de...5 years ago, thru an incident, I realised that tears can be so fake at times. From then on, I made a point that, no matter what is going to happen, I will not cry in front of anybody. But as times goes by, I slowly learnt that I don't know how to cry aloud le.

I hate you for always crying for any slightest matter. yea, i admit crying is a good form of relieving frustrations. I don't deny. but please, grow up! crying relieve your frustrations but it won't solve any problem. do you really think that always crying in front of people will win you all the sympathy? But the fact is, i lost to your tears. Not wanting to shed any tear in the presence of people, always appearing as if i can take it....is it also considered a wrong?

在这个长大的过程，必须学会的是坚强
但是，在面对自己的时候，是要坚强给谁看?

I confessed my love for BABY at 6:19 PM

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放弃了不是一个结束，而是属于我自己的一个重新开始

这句话好像是我心里最深的感觉

真没想到

我一直以为不可能做到的事我现在却做到了

终于还是放弃了~

没有难过没有眼泪

只有轻松两个字

专属天使...

你有可能会出现吗?

我想永远也应该不会有这个可能吧

happy 2007!!!

I confessed my love for BABY at 2:02 AM

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Sunday, December 24, 2006
Y *063* Y

I spent almost 6 years to realise that it was impossible.

Foolish? I guess it really was.

Had no idea why i held on to something just so impossible.

You are certainly not worth it all.

Not worth my tears. Not worth my pain.

And now, I had seen a new hope. =)

I shall move on.

Merry Christmas!!!

I confessed my love for BABY at 6:25 PM

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Friday, December 22, 2006
Y *062* Y

argh!!! i really don't know whether i should feel sad or angry. i had already tried my best to maintain this friendship....but do you know that it's really very tiring to always have to call on you, ask you out and always got PS in the end?? I really hate this, u get it?? to me...it's a friendship i really treasure. I never once wanted to give up....

But you really made this very tiring for me.

I confessed my love for BABY at 10:03 PM

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Thursday, December 21, 2006
Y *061* Y

The second part goes! hahas. 19.12.06, went to school to do project with belinda, eda and sabrina in the afternoon. the project was done until 5 plus and i went to Jurong Point to meet with my mother and treated her to dinner as it was her birthday!! Bought her a hand bag...hmms hope she like it =p

Received calls from kaijie they all in the evening and they persuaded me to go to the primary school chalet at East Coast Park. I rejected initially as i hate to travel when it rain and i thought it was pretty late and far. But in the end, i still went as I couldn't out talk Kaijie. Met up with them at Bedok Mrt and they brought me to the chalet. Had a short chat with fung yin, li xuan, jia le as they were about to go off. Intended to leave with Sock Hwee at 10 plus but was requested by them to stay. I didn't want to stay initially but later on the account of jie ying...i stayed to accompany her. We had fun playing games and talking about our primary school times. I really missed my pri school times seriously...

Woke up at around 530. Had a short chat with qin feng they all and we went off to Macdonalds to have our breakfast. After that, we took mrt home. when i reached home at 9plus...i slept all the way to 3pm! hahas. It was really a well spent day to me =)

my dearest, jiro~

I confessed my love for BABY at 1:56 AM

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Hello. I have so much things to update hahas. Finally it's holidays...but still got so many assignments!! no school with loads of projects = holidays??? LOL...i shall divide the post in 2 entries. shall start with my family chalet first. =p

16.12.06, had the chalet at Costa Sands Resort. Reached there at around 2 plus...was sooo hungry as I hadn't eaten my lunch yet, therefore i dragged my cousin to go have lunch with me at white sands shopping mall. We had our lunch at a Hongkong style restaurant and noe what...we saw kym ng. hahas. i think she was holding some event there, my cousin went to take some pics of her lols. We shopped around and went back to the chalet at 4 plus. I was too tired to do anything, so lie down on the bed and watch tv! whee~~ and i fell asleep! I woke up at 6 plus. noe why? becuz my cousin brought one stick of hot dog to my nose and woke me up LOL. i then joined in the barbeque....but i didn't do all the barbequeing....i just sat down and eat! whee!!

after that was tv time again! and there was my dearest fahrenheit on tv!! watch tv...watch until fell asleep again lorh! was soo tired that night ahh! woke up at 1 plus to brush my teeth and the tv was showing a horror movie. got a shock when i opened my eyes lols...

17.12.06, woke up at 8 plus. it was raining the whole afternoon lorh! spoiled all our plan...wasted the whole afternoon doing nothing. lucky it stopped at around 3 plus and we went cycling! whee! i guess my cycling skill was rather bad. a bit unstable but i think i did make a little improvement. =p Had my dinner with my aunt at pizza hut and after that, was HOME SWEET HOME. hmms...quite a memorable time =)

PHOTO TIME!!

me with my cousins!

me with my cousins & brother!

I confessed my love for BABY at 12:59 AM

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Sunday, December 10, 2006
Y *059* Y

Hello. long time since i updated. been really busy with projects and also really really busy falling sick... =(

I really wondered is this course really suitable for me....is this really what i want....is this really my future path. i don't know. from the start, it's sort of unexpected that i entered this course. But slowly as i went into attachment, when i saw the children's smiles, when i saw how they came and hugged me....i felt myself having this interest in this course. But...it wasn't all easy at all....teaching... I'm not this cup of tea. PASSION..the most important criteria. can i ever find it?
not only i lost to stress...i lost to myself...

How are you?... I thought that i would be able to forget completely after i voiced it out. but let's just say i'm not xiao sa or maybe time is really needed bahs. How to deny that i miss you....i really don't know. You had never admitted anything to me, perhaps all these years i'm the one who had been thinking too much. i said before i will give up and i will fufil this promise i gave to myself. i won't allow myself to cry for you. jue dui bu hui....我一定会很坚强一定会...The day when i can smile to face you will come...

Jiro~~~

I confessed my love for BABY at 1:11 AM

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