Sunday, October 29, 2006
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In every message you sent, you told me how much you appreciate me , how much you treasure me...as a friend. I'm happy you remembered me.....but is it that i only meant as an ordinary friend to you all these years? Kaiqiu once asked me " Saying something which had hurt a person's feelings or not being able to say something which u wanted to say, which one will make you regret more?". I chose the later. I very much wanted to tell you the feelings hidden so many years and just left your sight after that. I don't want and really don't need your response.But after every chat with you.....i swallowed down the words. I lost the determination.Though I always feel tired chatting with you, we are always talking about the same things over and over again. I couldn't find any thing to talk about....but i don't know whether i'm ready to leave your world. I don't know whether i'm ready to cut off our last contact. friends...is that really all? I guess with the words unsaid, i can never really have a new start. School had been so tiring. and practicum gonna start next week!! i gonna brave it!!
JIRO IS THE BEST!!
I confessed my love for BABY at
2:26 PM
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