Jiro Wang!

Monday, October 30, 2006
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Hmms.....significant day. i did it. I said it out. i'm proud of myself. though it didn't change anything. Did felt better...but i guess nothing will be changed whether now or future. slowly letting go bah....i can do it de. :P

thanks jeremy kor + kai`qiu for today!!

I confessed my love for BABY at 11:36 PM

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Sunday, October 29, 2006
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In every message you sent, you told me how much you appreciate me , how much you treasure me...as a friend. I'm happy you remembered me.....but is it that i only meant as an ordinary friend to you all these years? Kaiqiu once asked me " Saying something which had hurt a person's feelings or not being able to say something which u wanted to say, which one will make you regret more?". I chose the later. I very much wanted to tell you the feelings hidden so many years and just left your sight after that. I don't want and really don't need your response.But after every chat with you.....i swallowed down the words. I lost the determination.

Though I always feel tired chatting with you, we are always talking about the same things over and over again. I couldn't find any thing to talk about....but i don't know whether i'm ready to leave your world. I don't know whether i'm ready to cut off our last contact. friends...is that really all? I guess with the words unsaid, i can never really have a new start.

School had been so tiring. and practicum gonna start next week!! i gonna brave it!!

JIRO IS THE BEST!!

I confessed my love for BABY at 2:26 PM

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Sunday, October 22, 2006
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hahas~~ been so long since i updated. whee! hahas...first week of school has started. hmms....it's really tiring norh...a lot of assignments coming up! i felt so breathless looking at the assignment outline but it's part and parcel of my course....hahas. dun noe is it a wise choice of this course? hmms....should be hahas....can only complain here le lorhs. LOLS

hahas. all right, stopping here. before the end of this post, i shall present you all with the most shuai and cutest FAHRENHEIT!!

And the cute-est memeber of all~~ jiro wang =)

Ehs...i guess my blog is getting more and more " FAHRENHEIT-GY"! =P

I confessed my love for BABY at 9:51 PM

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Monday, October 09, 2006
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Okays...this entry, i didn't intend to write it initially. but i felt this this might be one of the good ways to let me fa xie qing xu. I felt this great lost and sadness in me....wad happened?? i dunnoe~~growing up turn me into a different person. I still remembered 6 years ago, I was an innocent child who seem to lead everyday happily....no worries. no sadness. But it wasn't really a bad thing too, at least...i was more mature to handle things now? lol

In the process of growing up, there seems to be alot of things we have to face nevertheless whether we are willing a not. If it was something we couldn't face, at the very least wad we can do is to pretend nothing had happened, continue to live life until the day we can accept? It's true...i guess.

*you*, out of the blue moon told me something which i couldn't accept. you really think i don't know ma? i know but i thought that i must have think too much. But you confirmed my thinking. you don't have to tell me, u understand?? i wished i had never heard that, i wished i never knew. why must u tell me?? even if it's an act of honesty, i will rather not know. For that period of time, i couldn't face you or....but perhaps, i was one person who noe how to console myself. everything is fine to me now le. I had accept but it was something i couldn't forget. with that thinking...i felt alot better. i dun care anything now~

Come to another part.....i guess i was really a failure in the affairs of hearts. It's alot of efforts for us to be friends, but it was also our limit. friends....we couldn't exceed that. Going into the 6th year, i don't know what more can i do. tired is the only word for me now. how i wish you will understand tt the least you can do is to answer me, even if it was " wo bu xi huan ni". I was begining to think that perhaps i don't like you now, i was only relying too much on the memories. Perhaps the biggest fault i had made was......cen jing tai ai ni.

hAhas...it was such a long entry. Paiseh ahs~~~ but it feels great to voice out. =p

I confessed my love for BABY at 8:57 PM

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Friday, October 06, 2006
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hey!! i've been too busy and lazie to upload..but since today i'm in a good mood, i got pretty lots to say sAy SAY. hahas...so stay tuned...lols =p

I shall start with tuesday, all right?? hee hees =p

tuesday. 3.10
I went out with my long time friend, caiyan. hahas....time pass really soon worh. it had been 8 years since we knew each other. She gave me a treat for my belated birthday. at where?? hahas...pastamania @ Cineleisure!! i love the ham & sausage baked rice there!! it was sOO super yummie yummie lahs. we chatted a lot about our future ( we are in the same course, u see?) and a lot about our past pri sch life. Pri sch life is really a innocent kind of life. i miss that! After that, we went to Bugis to shop shop. hahas. after that was home-sweet-home. =) anyway, caiyan..really thanks for that day. =)

Wednesday. 4.10
I went out with my poly gang, INFINITYS to Sentosa to have a gathering and celebration for me + eda's birthday. while mine was belated, hers was advanced. =p. I met yee`lin 1220 at harbourfront mrt and we went to have lunch with belinda and yan`yan. hmms, some miscommunication bahs, joyce and boon`shuang were already at sentosa by 12. so we took the shuttle bus and went to find them @ silosa beach.LOLS, we are really having a picnic there. crackers, potato chips, choco buns, drinks. wahahhas. we went down to the seaside and play pLay PLAY. and not forgetting, camera-whoring. a lot of photos taken...i was being " zheng". boon` shuang tricked me, say wanna take photos. who noe, the next min i noe...i was thrown into the sea lahs. LOLS...around 5plus, eda reached and yan`yan had to leave. lols...infinitys are so sweet. they brought a cake and asked me and eda to cut the cake. =) we planned to throw flour at eda...yeps! she couldn't escape! and of course...me too. =p. I received gifts from there. a crown belt,a crown handphone accessory and a winnie the pooh bottle. they wanted to add on to my crown collection. =p. after that was home-sweet-home. thanks infintys for the day!! i would always remember the day. =p.

Infinitys

Thursday 5.10
I went kbox with Jeremy and Kenneth. Yeeling at first agreed to go with me but who knows, last min she told me she was not feeling well. It was kinda too last minute...i couldn't find other people , so i went alone hahas. but still, I had a great time with the both of them. Jeremy Kor really sing very well. I like his voice~~lols.

Let me introduce the most fav group i like now~~~

Fahrenheit aka. Fei Lun Hai

Aaron Yan Ya Lun* Jiro Wang Dong Cheng* Wu Zun*Calvin Chen Yi Ru

I confessed my love for BABY at 10:17 PM

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Monday, October 02, 2006
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Okays~~ I officially turned 17 today~~ yah older by one year old lerh. hahas....i still prefer the sweet 16~ lols. I received a lot of wishes from primary sch frens, sec sch frens and poly frens. thank you~~ yeps, all my friends are GREAT!!

Hahas, i spent the day with my 2 lovable friends, kaiqiu and yeeling today~ they made sec sch life fun and memorable for me. we shopped around Jurong Point and had our lunch at Macdonalds'. why Macdonalds??? hmms....that's of cuz has a beautiful reason. =p. rmb the mac cafe guy i talked about before? yeahs...we saw him at mac cafe today!! but he didn't work...he just sat there with his friends. but hehes....had a good time peeking at him :P we chatted alot alot. tt's wat we MUST do when we met~

Hehes and also...I saw the other mac cafe guy at Giordano. yeps..he's so So So cute and shuai larh. and AGAIN...yeeling missed him~ we saw him after yeeling left. lols. i'm so lucky...i saw both my dArLiNg and dEaR dEaR on my birthday!! =D

After that, i went shopping with Kaiqiu at westmall. the times with her are always so fun~ we chatted alot too. about wad?? that's supposed to be a secret. =D. love you 2 and thanks a lot for today~~ =))

I guess my following days will be fun Fun FUN!! =D

I confessed my love for BABY at 9:09 PM

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Sunday, October 01, 2006
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Hehex..these are the neoprints earlier on =)=)

BESTIES ARE FOREVER!!

LING.QIU.YI!! =)

I confessed my love for BABY at 9:46 PM

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