Saturday, September 09, 2006
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Hey! hehex....i'm back!! okies...just gonna update on what's happening these days. i went out with my long time friend ^ caiyan^ on thursday. I accompany her to Eunos to get her mp4 fixed but the headquarter was damn frightening. It was nothing like an office. It was so like a....storeroom to me. everywhere are boxes of goods. freaked us out~~~ finally, we decided to just brave it. lols~~ den later we went to Cineleisure to eat + chatting. nice time together~~ hahax.hmm...something to say to kaiqiu``... " jia you!! don't think too much! i'll be right here for you ahx!!" I have a really hearty chat with kaiqiu on thursday as well. It just feel so good to have someone who's so dear to listen to you. after having said out everything...i feel a lot lighter. hahax...all my friends are great!!hahax...i suddenly have a feeling that I can't really be myself in front of a person who's supposed to be very close to me and it was. I'm trying so hard to be as lively as i can be . I understand that u always care but things are different. people do change. but anyway....I do respect and cares for you like always...even though u can't see the real me now yet.I had watched ` ai qing mo fa shi`....it's really nice!! I'm in love with wAnG sHaO wEi. hahax. don't doubt. he's really cool and shuai in the show. lols~~ I'm watching ` er zuo ju zhi wen`. This show is just like a flashback of wad happened between me and ^him^. It's somehow similiar. I can feel how the female lead feels. when i thought i will never cry for him again, i cried with no control. when i finally decided to contact u again after 9 months, i thought you will treasure this second chance but you didn't. you never know how tired it was to always have to start a topic and asked the same questions again and again and all i get is the same reply. you never know how painful it was when i get so tired and went offline without saying a bye and realised u never appear online again. i know that i was just thinking too much all these years. I was naive enough to believe that you might had loved me before but now....i'm finally putting down. wo zhen de yi jing....hen nu li....hen nu li de shi zhe fang xia le. ke shi wo zhen de hen xiang ni. ni neng ming bai ma? Thanks all my DEAR friends for the care and concern. I really appreciate the encouragement. standing up after falling is not that difficult =) u all are great!
I confessed my love for BABY at
10:35 PM
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