Saturday, July 22, 2006
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Hi! yesterday was JVS musical night. hmm...shan't comment too much on their performance. hahax. hmm....it's NICE to see all my friends, really nice =). i miss JVS seriously. but still, me and kaiqiu didn't watch till the end, we left during the interval as she was too tired and hungry. we went to Tiong Bahru Plaza to have KFC as our dinner and chatted aLot aLot! i LOVE chatting with her, can just pour my heart out to her. after that, we went home and my DARLING parents came and fetch me home at boon lay mrt station. =)=)=)hmm....i saw him. all i see from his eyes is hesistation, that's not the ans i want.actually yesterday was a night to make my decision. when i saw him at the first sight, i didn't feel anything special. i only feel TIREDNESS. I felt angry with myself . he didn't dare to face me either, at that moment my decision is to give him up...that's probably the moment i felt my heart aching. another reason why i didn't want to stay, wo bu xiang yue kan yue she bu de. when i reached home, i'm so tired mentally that i have a good sleep throughout the night. the morning i woke up, i didn't feel sad. in fact, i feel alot more relaxed and relieved.i guess i had really put down. perhaps someone out there might suit me more? hehe...lol.My mum is GREAT!! she's really a great mum. she's just like a best friend to me and i can talk to her. she knows abt my decision, and seeing me rather moody...she brought me out for dinner at delifrance and spent 40+ on the meal. hehe. she told me that she just want to take me out for a walk...to san xin. hehe...i'm glad i have a mum like her! =)ok...that's about all! friends, take care =)
I confessed my love for BABY at
10:52 PM
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