Tuesday, July 04, 2006
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Hey! haix...these few days, i'm being too emotional, too agitated, too chong dong and after all those emotions, i felt sooo tired. in a way....i just lost control of myself. I feel that I cannot wait anymore, i dun have the energy anymore....ever since we got back into contact, it seems like i'm always the one talking to him...i had said before i noe i will feel tired......but this tiredness is somehow too hard to bear...I'm so chong dong that i almost decided to tell him cleary on our musical night, and from then on, i will totally si xin....wo shi lei dao le ji xian. but later my frens and my mum said i'm being too rash. after a longLONG talk with my mum....i think that what she said made sense bah. i dun have to be so xing ku...so, i decided to just treat him as an ordinary fren, everything start anew bah....and i mean it. from now on, wo dui ta ye bu hui zai you ren he qi dai....when i chatted with him just now, i see him as an ordinary fren and i feel so much better. ye xu bah...wad meant to be will be. bu xiang mian qiang....=) ok...since to treat him as an ordinary fren, i have to start to learn not to care for him too much. it will be a whole new start =)today afternoon lesson cancelled. went for bowling with friends after child care. hehe...it's my first time but eh...it's fun =)
I confessed my love for BABY at
10:42 PM
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