Wednesday, June 28, 2006
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...Hey! today is the happiest moment of my whole life. even in dreams...i also can't believe i will do this. i got his number ytd night....and after loads of struggle and hesistation...i sms-ed him today during break. BUT i didn't dare to press the 'send' button. I asked my fren to press. I guess i really DID over-reacted. when he replied the first sms...i practically jumped up from my seat and left all my friends stunned and asked me, " wad's wrong? wad's wrong?". sorry....didn't mean to shock u all. just tt i really didn't expect he will reply...We had a short conversation ahx..and it was really more than enough for me. just to send the sms...i used up mostly of my courage and strength. i felt so tired after the smses. i asked for his msn. he was online and we chatted for awhile, den he suddenly went offline and didn't come back le. nvm...it's a good start after all. just to be his friend...i'm contented le. I really have no idea where i got the courage to find him back...hahax. it's really weird to start talking to him now...when i didn't even talked more than 5 lines to him this 5 years. i miss him...seriously. but somehow...i'm afraid we might have nothing to talk at all and in the end....totally lost contact again. i have no confidence in myself actually BUT this is the 2nd chance...i can't afford to let myself regret again...i will jia you!!It doesn't matter even if he likes another girl now or even have gf now,perhaps..to now...this is not the most important to mi. can find him back and be his friend matters most le. zhi yao ta kai xin...jiu hao. wo zhi dao wo hui ai de hen xing ku....i noe i will feel tired always being the one to talk to him BUT...all i need now is just to be his friend, at least i can still noe how he's getting on...btw, thanks yeeling for helping me!! =) and yeelin & joyce for accompanying me todae!! =)hope this is the first but not the last....
I confessed my love for BABY at
11:30 PM
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