Tuesday, May 09, 2006
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Hey! i deleted the last entry. just how much i wish i can delete my memories of him too. I want to give myself a new start, nothing sad should be left behind. I understood that he and she is NOT an item now...and they didn't keep contact frequently now and perhaps like wadd some pple said...i shouldn't jump to conclusions and gave up him now as she might not really be the one he like. BUT i know it more than other pple. Their start is a step further than me...and even now they still have the means to keep contact, whereas i no longer can.It's true that the 2 of them stands a greater possibilty yea? I thought over it these few days and surprisingly...i can be so rational. which i shouldn't be. i'd rather not reveal anything. why makes 3 pple suffer when i can suffer the pain alone. A new start is all i can give them...but how they develop is all up to them. this is the furthest i can go. I thought over all these so rationally that it's so unbelieveable to myself too. afterall it's 5 yrs? hahax..I will find someone who love me as much too...and when the day comes...i will be very happy too. I never gave up hopes on finding my true love. so frenz...dun feel sad for me ler....xinyi is not that weak! =)I went to the zoo last sat wif my relatives and mum. I had so much fun! polar bear and penguins are so cute...hehe. i saw the snakes and i felt tt my hair stands. hahax...we took a lot of pics back! and my biao jie bought me a cute cute kangaroo de toy! so cute wor! love it! =PI was transferred to the childcare at toh tuck road. somewhere near clementi larr. the place damn hard to find...spent so much time finding it. please pray for me that i will reach my destination successfully. hahax. I'm so nervous for tmr! pple please wish me good luck!!!
I confessed my love for BABY at
12:55 AM
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