hey! something made my day today!! haha!! all right....i saw my mac cafe guy & his not-bad looking colleague. we discovered that they worked last sunday...so we went to try our luck today and we saw them! it's always a game of luck when it came to seeing them lol! me and yeeling gave them each a nickname a long time ago cuz we dun noe their names! me and yeeling on the crazy side...gave crazy nicknames! the mac cafe guy is called ' darling' and his colleague ' dear dear'! haha! just for fun lar =p

His colleague serve us today and he was so cute!! LOL. he became tanned but that made him 'shuai-er'. =p haha!! tmr public hols...no sch!! yay! only one week of sch and i'm seriously tired out!

Hmm...for pple who had read this entry ytd....i deleted the last paragraph. here comes the new one...haha!! all right...I had shut myself up in my own world...ever since he left me. ever since poly started and everything changed. i refused to let people know wadd i really felt...i thought i will be fine in my own world..thus i always appear all right. to deceive others or even myself.

BUT since last night...I realised i still have relative, dear friends who truly cares. I thought someone who is my closest loved one care for me only becuz of obligation...but it turns out i think too much. my dear friends came telling me they cares. I noe they cares from their heart and tt's enough. good enough to keep me going. I will try my best to open up...though it's hard to do it now. once again..i'll be strong. i'm really ok now =)...thanks friends!