Hey! yeeling and me accompany kaiqiu for her medical checkup @ jurong point. one of the clinics. hmm....everything should be fine =). after the medical checkup....we went to Mac cafe to have a drink and chat....hmm it really feels good. it had been so long since the 3 of us sat down and talk. talked abt the days in sec sch. hahas. after that...kaiqiu had to go back to her church for home serve, so yeeling and me went to the newly-opened library beside jurong point. hmm the structure is quite similiar to that as jurong east one. pretty nice. hahas.

hmm....watched the campus superstar party just now. adriano and yuyang are so cute! i'm gonna miss them a lot & a lot. adriano nearly cried when he was asked to make his speech just now and he was like keep telling himself not to cry. hahas. practically i'm touched by the strong friendship bond they shared between one and another. =)

I'm sorry that i can't fufil the promise i made to myself. the missing kind of feeling is getting stronger and stronger. i guess i'm pretty chi dun. when he left me...i felt nothing. so neutral that i thought ' hmm...forgetting isn't that difficult too.' but....recently....i find myself missing him so much. i dunno wadd are the feelings i have for him means....i only know he means a lot to me. bu guan wo hai xi bu xi huan ta....ta dui wo yong yuan dou shi zui zhong yao der. 5 years seems long...perhaps wo hai shi xi huan ta der...haiis.

but i know he can do well without me. ever since we graduated...he simply do nothing to contact me and i had no energy left to do anything. i'm tired. i guess he can put down more easier than me becuz he had nv loved me more than i do or in fact....he had nv loved me before. ta bi wo xian fang qi ler....even if i still feel sad for him....i know one thing for sure. i will be a strong person! =) i can take the pain...it's part and parcel of life. wo yi ding hui jian qiang der! =) ' be strong and happy' shall be my motto!!! hahas