Hey! hmm...shall write abt the sentosa trip! kaiqiu, yeeling and me met up to go sentosa ytd.it had been such a long time since the 3 of us went out together and have fun for the whole day! it had been years since i last stepped into sentosa too :P. actually...we had planned this sentosa trip when we were sec 2 but we only made it now...haahaas. i really enjoy the day and the timesi spent with my 2 besties! =)
ehh...we reached sentosa at abt 12.15pm. we went to burger king to have our lunch first. fill up our stomach before we play. haahaas...we went to the cinemania first and the ticket cost $12.50.hmm it was not realli worth the price lor. hahas...the guy at the counter doubt our age when we bought the adult tickets. he thought we are children. LOL. after that we went to the orchid gardens. woah! only till then i noe there are sooo much varieties of orchid flowers! the flowers are beautiful! we took pictures there =) went to the fountain. hmm...the fountain is nice!!! as usual...pictures too~
we went to the merlion but somehow we didn't manage to go up the merlion. i think they are cleaning the merlion larr...haahaas. sadded. after that was the chairlift. ohh! tt was great! even if we are high up in the sky...i feel great! the breeze was so refreshing! the only frightening moment was when we need to alight...the chair went real slow. i thought the chair will get stuck there. haahaas. my dear friend, yeeling was screaming during the first part of the ride. think she realli scared of slow rides at heights =p
A tourist asked to take photo with me and yeeling...isn't tt weird? maybe they want to take the photo back and show their pple ' hey...look, we took photos with singaporeans!' -_-'''. siloso beach after that. we strolled and chatted there. and AGAIN...camera-obessing! hmm...after tt home sweet home! =)
BESTIES...thanks for the beautiful & wonderful sentosa trip! another trip again ok? i want to go up the merlion and to underwater world larr...haahaas =p
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Tuesday, April 11, 2006
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Hey! long time never update ler wor...haahaas. kaiqiu, yeeling and me meet up in the afternoon to mac cafe to see my shuai ge!!! he was there as usual lar....but he was not in a good mood today. i sat down for about 30 mins and he didn't smile at all. even if he did...it was those polite smile to customers. wonder what made him so sad today.....he even push away the chairs. the loud sound kinda shock the 3 of us. yeeling and me were so sad when 2 girls came to talk to him. i think should be his friends lar...but the 2 of us got so sad, thinking that one of them might be his girlfriend. haiis. =(....after a while....we left. i will not give up! i will continue to go see him every week! haahaas =D
after seeing my dearest shuai ge...kaiqiu and me went to the salon to have our hair done. she rebonded her hair! nice nice! althought it cost a bit more expensive...but i think it's worth it! cuz it includes rebonding, haircut & treatment! the effect turn out very nice lar! i love it soo much . a soft touch too. hmm...i re-dye my hair too! want to leave a good impression to the sch mah....act guai haahaas. but i like my current colour alot better! the colour suit me more...i seriously think my previous colour was soo weird due to the wrong colour the hair dresser dyed for me lar! but this time is coffee brown...near to black lar! i love it! =p...even my mum said it was alot nicer! well...she paid for me!!!haahaas! =D
tmr is sentosa day!!! haahaas....i still miss my mac cafe guy! =D
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Wednesday, April 05, 2006
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Hey! saw this quote from yeeling's blog....`i am not the key to his heart...i tried to force the key into his heart...the key broke...just like my heart`....oh well, it's such a spot-on sentence. love can't be forced...is the meaning behind this quote. i hate you as much as i love you.
quoted this from daphne's blog which i felt that it was soo true. ` i'm better off without this love!`. yeap! i will be soo much better off without him! i will be so much better off with that shuai shuai & cute cute der mac cafe guy~~~hahas =D
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Tuesday, April 04, 2006
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Hey! today is a happy happy day for me! realli feeling very happy! i saw my shuai ge at mac cafe and he talked to me. such a darling =) i had been eyeing him for a long time. he's my eye candy!!! hahas. yeeling and me went to the library beside jurong point to return and borrow books. after that we decided to go mac cafe to see whether the shuai ge is there. hahas...we are lucky today! saw him and we managed to get the seat nearest to him hahas! just when we were discussing whether who should go order drinks....he came over to us and asked for the order. he talked to me and i handed the money to him!! lol. felt realli xing fu!!! =) we sat down and admired him for abt 1 hr. lol...guess we were pretty obvious? hahas
i shall show u the pic of him =p
hmm....couldn't see his face clearly but this was the best pic i could take ler lar. i'm feeling very nervous when i take this pic. i took a lot of courage eh!!! hmm...you muz be wondering how come the photo is shown horizontally right? hmm...that's becuz my camera should be hold in a horizontal manner in order to get a vertical picture. BUT i can't hold it in a horizontal manner...it will be very obvious. I have to pretend that i'm sms-ing to take the pic ah...in order not to arouse suspicion. so there the photo turn out to be horizontal. but nvm....he's still as shuai!!!
there's a sweet point about him. he love children! when a woman carried a baby and came to order from him...he looked at the baby with such deary eyes and i heard him ask the woman ' the baby sleeping ah?'...'how old is he?' He looked at the baby even when the mother was walking away. he's such a darling! i always believed that guys who love children are good guys. he is one good guy!!! hmm...tt sets me wondering....how good it will be if there's one guy...shuai & cute in my course! hahas =P
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Monday, April 03, 2006
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Hey! yeeling and me accompany kaiqiu for her medical checkup @ jurong point. one of the clinics. hmm....everything should be fine =). after the medical checkup....we went to Mac cafe to have a drink and chat....hmm it really feels good. it had been so long since the 3 of us sat down and talk. talked abt the days in sec sch. hahas. after that...kaiqiu had to go back to her church for home serve, so yeeling and me went to the newly-opened library beside jurong point. hmm the structure is quite similiar to that as jurong east one. pretty nice. hahas.
hmm....watched the campus superstar party just now. adriano and yuyang are so cute! i'm gonna miss them a lot & a lot. adriano nearly cried when he was asked to make his speech just now and he was like keep telling himself not to cry. hahas. practically i'm touched by the strong friendship bond they shared between one and another. =)
I'm sorry that i can't fufil the promise i made to myself. the missing kind of feeling is getting stronger and stronger. i guess i'm pretty chi dun. when he left me...i felt nothing. so neutral that i thought ' hmm...forgetting isn't that difficult too.' but....recently....i find myself missing him so much. i dunno wadd are the feelings i have for him means....i only know he means a lot to me. bu guan wo hai xi bu xi huan ta....ta dui wo yong yuan dou shi zui zhong yao der. 5 years seems long...perhaps wo hai shi xi huan ta der...haiis.
but i know he can do well without me. ever since we graduated...he simply do nothing to contact me and i had no energy left to do anything. i'm tired. i guess he can put down more easier than me becuz he had nv loved me more than i do or in fact....he had nv loved me before. ta bi wo xian fang qi ler....even if i still feel sad for him....i know one thing for sure. i will be a strong person! =) i can take the pain...it's part and parcel of life. wo yi ding hui jian qiang der! =) ' be strong and happy' shall be my motto!!! hahas
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Sunday, April 02, 2006
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Hey! this night is a terrible night for me....guess i will have a sleepless night. i underwent great depression tonight....nv felt this worse. all the heartbreaking memories came back to me. whether it's once sad or happy memories....to me now...it's all heartbreaking and pointless. i thought i had forgotten and gotten over it...yuan lai zhi shi wo bu yuan yi xiang qi ta. perhaps...wat i had for him is no longer love...it's just si nian. the missing kind of feeling is so strong and overwhelming that i nearly lost control. he gave me a lot and taught me a lot. i will nv forget them and *him*. yes.i cried...yin wei wo hen xiang ta. BUT. i promised myself that this entry will be the last one i wrote and feel sad for him. after this no more. i hope i can do it. hopefully! it's hard...
ThAnKS `my dear friend` for listening to me tonight =) you are the best! * muacks*
maybe...like wat my friend told me ` my biggest mistake is to love him too much`. yeap...it's a mistake. i shouldn't had been so stubborn. all this while...i dun even want to admit the fact that i'm letting him go but yes...this is wadd i have to do. to totally 'si xin'.even till now...i still hope to see him...to see whether if he's doing well. i juz want him to be happy. but if not seeing him is the only way to let me forget...i'd rather never to see him again. zhe bei zi dou bu yao zai jian. i wrote this entry....whether you can see or not...i'll like to say..' i will put everything to the end'
after tonight...i will be a happy ger! i will! =)
`ai shang yi ge yong yuan bu zhi dao wo ai ta de ren...yuan lai shi zui tong ku der`
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Saturday, April 01, 2006
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Hey! went bugis with yeeling ytd. i guess...we went bugis way too frequently ler lar. we were totally sian and lost the mood to shop cuz the things were the same. there's nothing new. hahas....but bo bian arh....only bugis got those cheap cheap and nice nice things. =p...hmm....think we should just go there once a month hahas.
Hmm...on our way to bugis at mrt...we saw a baby boy in a pushcart. he's soo cute. there's some sort of wheel thing on the handle. it's just a toy and he keep playing with it and even attempt to turn it with his legs. so cute! I guess i didn't make the wrong choice of my course. looking at babies realli brighten up my day. Their innocence is very precious! hahas. i guess if at lessons...i have the chance to looK at babies... i think i will lose my concentration at the lecturers lol.
err...i'm a happy girl now! truthfully...i felt really blessed now ler. hahas. i want nothing more ler. just let it remains the way it is now...it's ever enough for me ler. =)
- zhi yin wei ni...wo qing bu zhi jin...xin li xiang le xiang...hai shi NI-
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