hey! here i am.!....i want to voice out something! yuyang shouldn't be out...it shouldn't be him! haiis....ytd watched the campus superstar and yuyang sang the song ' chance chance' by xiaozhu. he danced and sang so well! he did a really good job. i was mesmerized by him. so cute....but yet he was announced out! i dun want! i dun want! how can it be him....when i saw junhui and yuyang on the stage, i held my breath. i like both of them but i'd rather to have yuyang into the next round...BUT! the result disappoint me lar...i will miss his performance. he left me a deeep impression when he sang ' feng' by jay chou. he sang with so much emotions and it touches my heart. haiis....why! why! why!

hahas. today went shopping with yeeling @ bugis. bought some stuffs and my money flied. *heartpain*....can someone sponsor my shopping trip hahas. LoL....i just received the enrolment package by Ngee Ann Poly. There are soo much things to handle and settle..i got a headache handling all those finance matters. hate it! haiis....shall look thru tmr lar....i just hate the finance matters! but something quite miraculous shud be mentioned. i need a laptop for my course. i really can't see the reason why i need laptop for ech. lalala...but nvm lar...i can have my laptop soon! *whee*

oh ya...g0t a song to recommend here . ^ s.h.e- yi yan wan nian ^...the song is really nice lar. their singing style had matured so much...gambatei s.h.e! i finally realised sth....as much as i wish to deny it...but i can't avoid the fact that he's out of my mind. i don't miss him anymore....does it means tt i don't love him anymore as well. i dun noe but i hope so. i truly need a new start...without him. holding on a love which had never belong to me is ever the most painful thing.

yuYanG!!!!

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