hey! here i am.!....i want to voice out something! yuyang shouldn't be out...it shouldn't be him! haiis....ytd watched the campus superstar and yuyang sang the song ' chance chance' by xiaozhu. he danced and sang so well! he did a really good job. i was mesmerized by him. so cute....but yet he was announced out! i dun want! i dun want! how can it be him....when i saw junhui and yuyang on the stage, i held my breath. i like both of them but i'd rather to have yuyang into the next round...BUT! the result disappoint me lar...i will miss his performance. he left me a deeep impression when he sang ' feng' by jay chou. he sang with so much emotions and it touches my heart. haiis....why! why! why!
hahas. today went shopping with yeeling @ bugis. bought some stuffs and my money flied. *heartpain*....can someone sponsor my shopping trip hahas. LoL....i just received the enrolment package by Ngee Ann Poly. There are soo much things to handle and settle..i got a headache handling all those finance matters. hate it! haiis....shall look thru tmr lar....i just hate the finance matters! but something quite miraculous shud be mentioned. i need a laptop for my course. i really can't see the reason why i need laptop for ech. lalala...but nvm lar...i can have my laptop soon! *whee*
oh ya...g0t a song to recommend here . ^ s.h.e- yi yan wan nian ^...the song is really nice lar. their singing style had matured so much...gambatei s.h.e! i finally realised sth....as much as i wish to deny it...but i can't avoid the fact that he's out of my mind. i don't miss him anymore....does it means tt i don't love him anymore as well. i dun noe but i hope so. i truly need a new start...without him. holding on a love which had never belong to me is ever the most painful thing.
yuYanG!!!!
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Saturday, March 11, 2006
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Hey! i'm back....i hadn't updated for a few days ler ahs....becuz nothing to update abt my mundane life and lazy lar. lol =P....i bought my nokia 6111 ler! i just love it...but i can't get the pink colour that i really like. the person said there's only stock for black one....so oK lor. i take the black one....i screamed when my cousin showed me the pink one that she's having! hahas....but nvm...black colour more class! =P....hahas. i went out with my cousins and aunt today. went to suntec city for the IT fair as my aunt want to buy her digital camera and mp3. the mp3 is realli cheap. i think for the ' creative' brand...you can get one just for $149 for 512 MB and $199 for 1GB. hahas...but i really hate to go to such fair at weekends! it's so crowded with pple...like as if all people in singapore are there. have to squeeze my way in and out! =P
i'm so in love with jj lin jun jie now! i think his songs are fabulous! he improved at each album! it's a great job done! i like ' zhi dui ni shuo' and ' yuan lai' from his recent album! made my eyes watery when i listen to the songs. the lyrics are so well-written. he made singapore proud! hahas ehh....to ' pass' my time....i'm currently watching the taiwan idol series ' nan ting ge er' acted by kunda from energy....it's abt doctors and nurses. i would say it is a good show and im begining to like kunda =p....this show let me realise that what made pple fragile is death...i feel so sad when i see the patients struggling so hard to survive when they are facing death. claps for doctors and nurses! they are so noble!
ehh....wat to say? i heard from friends that he entered SP. though i know that i will never have the chance to meet him but i still feel happy for him... at least i know he's in a poly. i realli wish him well and happy in SP...can he ever hear me? ...people always say miracle will only happen when true love exists....and i know very well that miracle won't happen on us. becuz....ta gei wo de ai yong yuan dou bu hui shi zhen ai. it will be a new start! for *him*...i never regret loving cuz i truly loved before =)
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Tuesday, March 07, 2006
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Hey! ytd went to meet with yeeling to accompany kaiqiu go polys appeal. hahas. when i reach NP at 9plus...the WHOLE poly was flooded with people. so stunned at the crowd. we went to check out the cop of this yr. it was soo damn shocking. it dropped drastically. all poly stated 16 pointers and below for most courses. it was too unfair. this cause people with 17 and above to have a high risk. kaiqiu chose Early childhood education at NP becuz she really really love that course. but becuz it's too risky this year...we decided to visit all 5 polys to increase the possibility of getting into ONE course. yea. this is just so difficult this year.
we headed from NP.SP.RP.NYP and finally to TP. she made her choice at NP, NYP and TP. well...hope that she can get into the course that she has interest in. hahas =). we ate at pizza hut at tampiness mall for...lunch. we had a student meal. i ordered the baked rice...it wasn't really nice leh. perhaps too much cheese and the chicken was not as tender as swensens. lol . felt so much like vomitting after the meal. lol. ehh....a POLY tour ytd. lol. hmm....i am going to dye my hair with my cousin and friends later. hahas...heart-pain lar. gonna have to spend money again. wonder which colour i should choose eh? hmm...any comments? dun give me exotic colours wor! lol.
i'm soo happy!!! as i had met my cousin's requirement for o level result. which is 17 and below....he promised me a reward. $200 cash! hahas my current hp is rather faulty now...so he shall pay for my new hp!!! lol. i had decided on nokia 6111. preferably the pink one! the pink one is just so sweet! lalala...i miss all my friends! =)
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Sunday, March 05, 2006
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hey! today is another boring day. hahas but yet...i dun have the mood to go out anywhere today . lol. so wat did i do? i do nothing. i just laze ard at home. sleep.eat.watch tv & play com. hmM...i realli find this year posting result veryVery weird. POLYTECHNIC. but why people who got 20 and below. even 17 or 18 got result such as application failed. haiis.....but i really hope pple who had their application failed can have their appeal succeed. * pray hard*
hahas...tmr going with kaiqiu & yeeling to NP and SP. it have been such a long time since the 3 of us had go out together. i DO treasure this friendship =). i just received a sms from my boss....saying ' tml i will call you all'. me and my friend seriously feel that they are making use of us. wat does they actually want! i had given up hope on going back to work and intends to find a new one if need by. i'm just sooo pissed off by the bosses but i'm worried abt my colleauges. wonder if they are coping well without us. what shud i say if he REALLY call. i've no idea. shall see how bah. i REALLY want to shout at the BIG boss face ' don't make a fool out of us! just say whether u need us!'
my dad sooo good! bought me a set of vcd to 'pass' my time. at least i won't REALLY have nothing to do at all. hahas =p. he had left me. left me for good. i wonder if i misses him. his images never crossed my mind ever since he left. do i really felt nothing for him or my heart was DEAD ? please...let me see him somewhere for the LAST time. haiis.
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Saturday, March 04, 2006
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hey! my first post. hehe. just gotta my posting result. it was kinda of unexpecting. education never crossed my mind. But...i entered Ngee Ann Poly. da early childhood education course. hahas...i will be facing lotsa cute and innocent faces. perhaps...a kindergarden or childcare teacher in future. lol. i thought i will be in the business field but it turn out that i couldn't enter business studies. hahas...but might be just as well...early chidhood might suit me more lol.
i miss all my friends and i love them! kaiqiu & yeeling especially! hope that we can find one day and go out to talk & have fun! hmm...i think i'm out of job now ler. my boss didn't keep his promise. he promised to let me & my fren to work until end of march but now...wat now. he delayed our schedule and didn't call as he promised. suan ler...it was not his fault. all that hq fault. im just soo pissed off.. oh well...i think i will just rest and play..meanwhile try finding other job. hahas.
4 yrs. never thought i will be able to meet back all my pri sch friends. but...they contacted me and asked me for a gathering. i met them last thurs...i was really glad to see them. they are a fun lot. and i DO treasure the time we have. i saw someone i didn't expect i will see there either. pri sch are indeed much more innocent isn't it? shall ask them out for a gathering again. haha
see ya all!
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